Died A Slave

I wish I could fly away and still carry all of the pain that I carry with my weight. I try to stay humble but the world is a jungle I try to stay out of the rumble but If I don't I'll tumble. I feel like I'm in an arena full of hyenas every time I get an idea I try to fight for you I'm afraid they're going to steal you this is why I leave you because I wouldn't want you to help heave these things that are all under my sleeves. You were my nicotine an addiction that could be lit up with kerosene. I stopped doing the bad because I thought that I had a chance but I guess that's because when I took my first glance I was stuck in a state of trance. I thought that your brilliance would be the difference that can finally change my resilience. That smile that can help billions. But I was wrong and now these faces in the hall feel likes it's lifelong I wish I was strong I wish I belonged. But now you see these eyes that are now wise but still tries to deny all of his allies that left with a disguise. You helped me with my vision to stay away from prison because you thought I cold helped be risen. But I feel like I have more enemies that are 100 steps ahead of me trying to take away my identity. I feel like you're deprave and that's how you got me to be your slave and that will end up me being in my grave.

Bricks

We were all tough like bricks but then we start to break once we reach our peak. That's what happens when we can't predict the next thing that's about to start conflict. When the weather becomes a displeasure we need to stick together because things get better. But what happens when we fall apart what happens to our heart will we get a fresh start or will we depart. WE go through all of these stages but how many ages will we see fall until we become faded.

HIgh School

For some people the school is full of predators but there is no creditor because it's been like that since as long as I can remember. A lot of students are set up as warriors because they're setting up barriers and they're not sure if they can take another quarter because they've had enough of they're superiors or maybe its some set of euphoria. They just want to be left alone so there's no need to pick a bone because we're all just precious stones. It's our ego that makes the decision now and it can affect our precision and can one day lead us to treason. What happened to our innocence when we didn't act all different I guess that changed in an instant when our souls were splitting and not all of us could reach the distant whether it was because some of us have different pigment or some of us need assistance. I guess that's what we get for not being consistent. Why do people abandon in high school we're not branded just because we have different passions doesn't mean you can leave another person stranded. All of us can relate because we're all in that teenage state where we deflate because the girl or guy update their relationship status yes you just lost some more chances but don't worry you still have your life and that's made of platinum. So let's keep the peace no need for anyone to fall beneath because we all know what that can lead to. But I came to tell you that I've been through all of this but there's no leash on me you got it capisce high school can't defeat me because I don't want more increase in my friends that are already decease because I hate to see things repeat.

All Around Me (Past Me)

I feel my bones start to wither every time that temptation gets closer. But now I'm starting to breakdown and surrender. Because nothing ever lasts forever so why do I need to have my life together when all I hear are my friends screaming and repeating let's start stealing and sooner or later it will turn to beating and cheating so now I'm sweating because I did it again and so now I'm fleeing. All I can remember is me looking over myself rotting, bleeding hoping that the paramedics can somehow save me let me know. Because I know that's where the future me will end up once he reaches his plateau but luckily I learned to let go and forgo the past that consumed me many ages ago. But now the flow and rhymes can be used as a weapon because the old me was injected with venom and started to act like a felon who's life is filled with aggression and suppression. I don't need to lie because I've looked into the sky and realized the real lies that surrounds my blind eyes because I could still die. Now audience listen to me please because this might be the last thing you hear from me. All around me I see murder more murder and homicide in the ghettos but why can't we just say hello, instead of killing because we all know that we'll end up on skid row. Now look at these demons surround me who are trying to bound me. They're all circling around me I feel myself getting closer to the burial ground. But now I start to glow and hope that I can get to Heaven. Now I feel invincible more visual each day I get closer to my destiny people keep testing me but that's because half of the time they're full of jealousy not my fault if I grew up in peasantry and I wanted to get out of that life dreadfully. Now people want to be in my life desperately but that's because their mind is full of perplexity. I'm just living my life until I leave a legacy.

Love

Love is like a fire. Love is something that people desire. But most people retire early because they can never acquire Love. Love is like a fire because it first needs to be ignited but most people are frightened to fall in Love because it's often lopsided. No such thing as love at first sight for me because every time it happens nothing ends up right. I think love expands just like fire and you can't understand why your head is all jammed. Me personally I'm trying to love myself before I love somebody else because I know someday my feelings will melt. But I'm not looking for love because love is a dove that's in the sky always fly and knows the right time when to land on my hand and I'm ready to be found. Whenever I think of love my head starts to twirl and I have to hurl, because that's when the old romantic starts to unfurl. I can't contain it, I can't explain it, My brain needs it, just like novacane, but I'm scared if I open up my heart will go down the drain. It's in our veins but we need to ascertain the truth of Love.

Old Friends

Not going to lie my old friends will probably end up in the pen because they follow the trend and don't listen to their brain which well end up in a dead end. I'm glad for change but yes it feels strange but it's better than being in some stupid firing range full of cops and gangs. I know while they're all out on the grind I'm here working for a dime because my life strives for someones spare time. They be selling the "candy" and singing a shanty thinking how dandy and how happy that we are now living grandly. But in reality they're just a bunch of old vigilantes trying to be manly. I don't know if I've changed or if they've changed, if they are doing it for the fame and thinking it's all some sort of game. But one day it'll all go down the drain. But once friends always friends I just hope one day they'll be cleansed. They'll come to realization that they're domination is ruining kids education we're supposed to be saving the children scratch that save the billions so people don't come home to another lost civilian. The killings are blinding the brilliance of my old familiar rebellion. They're decisions are tripping because they didn't have the same vision that I did. Or have any supervision teach them wisdom on why not to end up in prison. I hope one day they won't meet their demise because in their eyes you can see their disguise that they aligned. Once they're out of it they can see the noble prize of life and despite the things they've done the Lord is there to advise. I just hope that the last time I saw you guys, that wasn't the last goodbye.

Robots

Look at the human race taken out of place by these things called "Robots." That's just a bunch of bogus we did this to ourselves after the age of twelve when we all got cell phones taking control of our bones we're now out of the zone looking through the unknown. We look through facebook and instagram in awe but to me it's all one big scam that's full of crammed fake people. It's hurt us when someone makes a big fuss on twitter and causes a bigger ripper in people's friendship it's practically hitler. It gives me the shivers that, that could be your sister that they're making the designated hitter. It brings out the sinner in us because we'll do anything to protect our family. It's a new way of bullying causing savagery it's not just an imagery, It's giving me anxiety because one day tragedy will hit. Then no one laughs when they're joke turns into smoke. So I don't care for technology because it's constantly breaking our generosity and what we live for. We change who we are just to set our bar higher in the already blinded popularity stars or scars. No matter what we all have scars but these "Robots" are tearing us down. We're all meant for great things so let's act like Kings and put on our wings because "The Sky's the Limit That's What They Told The Fu**** Fool, Let's Disguise The Limit And Aim For                                                                                 The
                                                            Sun And 
                                                                          Moon."

#LongLiveSteelo

First Time Stealing

The first time I ever stole

There I was looking at the manager with my dilated pupils thinking am I changing the future, hoping that God is still with ya. Will I hate ya be the last thing I say to my family and wondering if they still want me. I'm not sure if this will be my first or last victim because I know if I get caught my name will forever be in the system. I only did this just to get an income not to be convicted. I can feel him looking every time that I start to go crooked. My legs start to feel like pudding, I know the clock is ticking but I feel like puking. I grab the chips and soda and I can tell this is the beginning of a new casanova. I run but I blank at the door my conscience comes in. My conscience tells me that this isn't honest you have different options you don't have to live life with so many different consequences. But now guilty conscience is a part of this and tells me that you shouldn't take caution you'll do this oh so little often and to stop with all of this nonsense because you're starting to feel nauseous. Now I snap back to reality thinking how long was I in that mental spirituality. I guess I blacked out when I was running because I don't remember any of that liberality but this will be kept all in confidentiality. I said to myself that was the last time I ever do something so irrational I'm never going to let that become a natural thing. But that was all just the start of a new animal named Extortion

Colors

Red is meant for love but all I see is kids getting shoved. But it's also meant for aggression that's why you see so many kids caught with possession because they need a way to get out of this so-called perfection but give everyone attention and maybe it can help someone go the right direction. You see love losing so much because it's starting to lose its dove. While aggression is winning just like the great depression.

Orange is meant for happiness but it also means the fall because the leaves are turning orange and about to drop. But when they drop they leave a shortage of knowledge or can leave storage full of carnage. But when they fall I know that it is a call from God. To live my life full of happiness instead of blackness in my thoughts because i'm still unwinding all of the thoughts.

Yellow is when I start to feel mellow and pretend that I live like a pharaoh. It keeps our mind relaxed and not think about all the times we felt trapped. but perhaps it means that we are about or relapse and attack the next upper class that we attract.

Green oh how I hate this color. It reminds of me C.R.E.A.M. if you don't what that means then you should listen to the WU. Greens reminds me of when I was chasing paper and I planned to scheme on the next teen just to get something to eat. It reminds me of the thing I struggle with money so don't underestimate me because all of this was for my family. Believe me this wasn't all for vanity so hopefully in the future somebody will understand me.

Blue reminds me of my favorite Hip Hop artists Blu who kept me true and helped me find a way to undo all the things that I used to do and run into God which was long overdo. I guess that's why Blue is color of trust and that's why I brushed off the bad and readjust. But just like Red and his alternate it's supposed to show wisdom but yet you see gangs represent just for fearsome.